A set of infinite zeroes
Introduction:
One year passes on, slowly one by one four months slips in and there is no trace of relief of him as he comes to the drawing room to have the glimpse of sunlight. He is pale and slow, he is young and waiting for his last, he has less time, and could not comprehend to waste any time, in between, as he wants to be happy and enjoy each moments of his life to its fullest and does not want to waste any time of him as he values each seconds and want to carry out each and every moments and wants to find out the better in life there. It is surprising that people are spending most of their times while spending for huge expenses, on the other hand, he has very few days left, he wants to be happy and stay with it for long time.
Childhood friends:
In the mean time, there is a knock from the door, and he gave permission for this, and he is in surprise to see, some of his class mates and later on became colleagues, and now he left his job as it is almost impossible for him to walk a distance and now the life has become a strange sort of scene where he is almost unable to walk and talk with clear manner. In the mean time, four of his best friends who are in tears and seat beside him, there are plenty of stories in between them, they enjoyed their life with full bloom and while all have been well from the strength of five, he is now going to leave them at the middle of the road and he is so calm about it as he left that thought from his mind.
It is surprising as the friends are now, intriguing about it and one of them have asked about it, finally, as he smiles and he said, I have no time, to think about past and no future left for me, present is precious his friends for him, as he wants to be in present and he never know whether in this life, he would ever meet them, and no one knows after his end, where he would be as so far no one has ever anticipated as where the persons goes after his death, soul lives, but what is its embodiment, how can one find it, for this he wants to enjoy each and every moment so that it would be a complete satisfaction for him and nothing sad will remain inside of him. After hearing all these, his friends are almost tears, they are unable to comprehend as one of their friends among them will soon die, it is a devastating situation for them but they have to accept it.
Happier moments:
He said to them all should be happy as in the entire life whenever they able to meet each other, there is always a trend of happier moments from among them, so he also wants this last meeting of them should be happier, no tears, as he shows that he is in deep pain but still there is no tears rolling out from their eyes, so why they should be and also he wants a promise from them that after his death and at the death rites of him, no one should come to join as he does not want his friends to come at the sorrows moment of their life, he wants to them to see happy and that is why they should be there always at the happier moments not at the saddest moments. Friends cannot say one word as they know one of them is going to be lost forever, tears are there but they do not want to show these as they want to be with him as a source of happiness not like the sad state of things.
He enjoyed each moment with them. They left with a smile on their faces and cry in their hearts. Slowly, the tears rolled out from him, in the mean time there is heavy change of climate, and it is now cooler and windy, the curtains blown up from the windows, he asked the nurse to remove the curtain to see the beauty of nature there, from there while sleeping from the bed he could see the balcony of a three storied building, and from there one small child about three years old is playing there.
He looked at the child as the new hope of life and from there he could realize very little time left for him, he wants to live but it is not in his hands, he is sure to die, his mind has been gripping with heavy pain and his left hand already not listening to his mind, while walking in between the memory lanes he could see the glimpses of his past where he is a successful entrepreneur and his name has been synonymous with famous success stories. Everywhere he goes, he collects praise pebble but it is also entangled with thorns of drinking and smoking, as he thinks the flurry of thoughts reaches to his mass storage mind from the smoking and drinking, as he wants to be there inside of a world where there is no such, disturbances and other set of pathetic thinking which can flood his set of ideas which has the most valuable asset to masses.
Life is a set of infinite zeroes:
Now, he thinks life means nothing. It is a set of infinite zeroes and it is vulnerable. There is considerable logic to calculate these, but one cannot simply find the actual solution in order to know the future of the reverse flash back of life. It is useless to think beyond it still in the life frame, there is some time left and he is not like to be kept in the lurch, he wants to stay there as much as time he could, he sees the child playing merrily and his father is watching him closely, and then he slowly looks at his father, who is setting himself up to hold his dead body in few days time, tears are rolling out from his serene eyes, which is simple cannot find the answer to this, he wants to live, can he change it? The pale movement still sees his father and in between the sadness is mounting within him he cannot do anything about it, and what the pain he is suffering to only known by a father.
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